Disconnected

My lip starts to tremble,
The tears well up inside
Lack of interest in me,
A knife in my side.

It is what it is, I know it's not our fault
But my brain is not connecting
or conversing with my heart.

What I know and what I feel do not agree
My heart aches for you, with all my being.
My body and soul need your touch
Just a little, I don't need much.

I just want to know you, I need to share
Why can't we enjoy each other
without any pressure?

Tell me how to connect,
I feel so lost and alone.
I don't know how to reach you,
All closeness is gone.